Scared, Sad, and Not Much Wanting to Blog

Right now I am scared (alright, terrified), sad (etc. etc.) and not much wanting to blog.  I have a few stories and posts in drafts, but I have lost all joy for writing about them right now.  Breaking up isn’t easy, but it’s made more difficult with studies to worry about, trying to find an apartment with having (quite literally, not an exaggeration in the least) no money, and no job.

I have to move in two weeks and while I’ve been emailing daily about apartments/roommate situations, and seen a few, none have panned out and I continue to just get more and more disappointed.  Nothing is more terrifying than not knowing where you’re going to be living in two weeks.

I’ve applied at Starbucks, Target, and Duane Reade most recently, and none have “been able to hire [me] at this time” even when they say they’re hiring.  I’m simple undesirable in some way, for some reason.

Anyway, that’s where I am right now.  Who knows when I will blog again.  I need a break, from life. And a damn good spanking.

- Marie

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Later in the evening on OTK nights a side room is opened up.  In it is a bondage bed that’s the perfect height for strapping and caning.  We had waited because said bed was perfect for the scene we wanted to do.  Rad and Sandy brought the strap pictured below, with them.

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Spanked & Caned at OTK

I had made it a point to ask Rad to bring his canes so I might have a “proper caning” as opposed to last week when our space was limited and he wasn’t able to swing very well.

OTK 11-7-09

This past weekend was the monthly otk night here at Paddles NYC and it developed into a good night.

Flash Fiction Friday #2

Looking up, I squinted.  The rain had been falling half halfheartedly for nearly a half hour and it wasn’t easing up. 

Watching Others

Watching other people play can be an interesting experience.

Halloween Weekend

Some of you may know this, but many probably don’t – Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday of all time (well, after my birthday, which is of course a holiday).

R/L: Submission Pt. 1

This was written after a spanking I got at Paddles a few weeks ago from a friend.  This was the first spanking of the night that he gave me, part 2 will be here soon.

- Marie

10 Minute Fiction

I gave myself 10 minutes to write this, so sorry if there’s bad grammar and stuff.  Usually I take much more time to write even short stories. M/m spanking implied.

Started at 11:14 pm and completed at 11:24 pm, October 29, 2009.

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Attention to Detail

Part of what I like the most about stories that I read, are the details.  Enough adjectives and visual clues so that I can actually imagine the scene in my mind are what really make me enjoy a good story.  This is true in normal fiction as well.  The longer, the more detailed, the better.

Scolding & Spanking Psychology

I was talking scolding with someone this morning, and it spurred lots of thought on my end.

Fantasies

I’ve got a plethora of fantasies floating around in my head right now, but I’m not quite ready to share most of them.  One of them, however, has been around for many many moons.

Flash Fiction Friday

Flash Fiction Friday – words from Casey Morgan.