I can’t believe today is the last day of 2009.  The last 10 years have gone by incredibly fast.  Making it to 18 was a big deal for me, and 21 (right around the corner) is sort of unreal.  This wasn’t an easy year, and a lot of depressing things happen, but looking back on it I see how much I have grown and it only makes me look forward to 2010 and new experiences, even more.

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Roleplay Fantasies

Roleplay is something I’ve never been terribly good at.  I’ll never forget the first real role play I ever attempted with someone.  I hadn’t been spanked much at this point, but it was someone I’d been talking to for ages and ages at the time. The role was simple: he was the dad and I was his daughter.  He was tired of my mouth, my back talk, my attitude.  Because I had had quite an attitude within our relationship, it worked out well in that regard.  The scenario was role play, but the spanking after, was very much punishment

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Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas readers!  I hope that all of you had a peaceful and pleasant day.  My day was quiet and fairly uneventful.  Woke up, opened gifts with my family, had a big breakfast, relaxed, dog peed on the floor, had a nice dinner with my family.

And I did something for all of you.  A few months ago Richard Windsor put together a giant blog roll called the Spanking Universe, using Blogger/Blogspot.  They suck, and so they deleted it.  Idiots. Well, he’s said over on his blog that he will work on a more permanent solution for the future, but in the mean time, I’ve put together the Spanking Blog Roll.  There are 120 blogs (gotten from a google cache of the original spanking universe.) added today and more to come tomorrow.

I hope it works for now.  I know I miss visiting the spanking universe for my daily blog fix.  I liked having it! Richard manages so much and already does so much, so I figured I could handle a temporary replacement.


– Marie


Last weekend, TES was hosting a holiday party at Paddles, but due to the impending blizzard, they canceled it that afternoon.  The NYC TNG group decided to still host their munch and Paddles graciously stayed open for those of us daring to venture out.  And a fun night was had by all. Read the rest of this entry »


*kisses internet cables*  I found a cafe near my new place that is open till 10 and has interwebs!!! Yay!! Oh…why? Because I don’t have interwbz at my new apartment.  Yes, I know.  #epicfail…shit…we’re not on twitter?

I’ve been microblogging and such via twitter for the last three weeks with my lack of a connection to the outside world.  You’d think this means I’d have gotten a ton done, etc. but mostly it left me a little disconnected and sexually frustrated without my immediate spanky porno fix whenever I wanted it.

Gosh, there’s so much I could write about, especially with most of a medium latte in me (I’m typing insanely fast weee!), but I just don’t have the time.  It’s already 9:30 and I’m polishing a resume to send to a restaurant I applied at.


Ok, so that was written last night, Dec 21.  Now it’s the 22nd.  I am planning a blog about the recent blizzard party at Paddles this past weekend so check soon for it.  And of course, a deliciously naughty Christmas post as a gift from me, to you.  And as a side note – I think everyone should go read Sparkle’s Serenity’s recent blog on bottom fillers and the one Santa is giving away.  She’s naughty and tells no one else to ask for the pretty plug, but well, I did it anyway.  Maybe we’ll both get it, and we can post a double shot the next time we see each other 😉

Anyway, I am going to head back to my house, wrap some pressies, and head into the city where the internet at Starbucks doesn’t suck balls 😛 (this is good, and I shouldn’t be complaining for my complete lack of internet lately, but it won’t even connect Adium/Yahoo/AIM and forget Second Life or anything!!)

– Marie

Amazing Play

First things first…if you’re on Fetlife – go sit on Santa’s lap and pick 3 things.  I’m pimping for two three reasons 1. I really want my first choice prize (like you wouldn’t believe) and 2. I want everyone else to do it too so they have a chance and 3. I want a better chance 😛 Next? Amazing play the last few weeks!!

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Hello Friends!!

Wow, been ages eh? I have no fancy excuses like traveling or NaNoWriMo, but rather school and life.

Let’s rewind to the weekend after Thanksgiving. I had a great holiday with my family in New Jersey and returned back to the city on that Saturday night. I spent that evening packing and doing laundry as I was moving on Sunday. For those who don’t know already, Max (my top/disciplinarian/boyfriend) and I broke up and were about to move our separate ways.

I now live in Queens and its been a busy two and a half weeks – and it feels like longer. Probably because I have no internet. I am able to use my phone for almost everything including blogging but its a little bit of a pain. Anyway, I like where I am living a great deal, but still have to find a job.

I am moving into my last few days of the semester and finals are exhausting. I’ve at least passed thus far though, and that’s what really counts I suppose. I will stop beating myself up over my low grade from Monday as soon as I get spanked for it (tonight…)

I’ve been getting spanked and going to parties so look for those posts coming up!!