Introducing Myself

I continue to learn more and more about myself every single day. Most recently, the last six months or so have really changed my life.

I haven’t had an easy life, nor has it always been fun, but looking back on most of it, I can smile and at least shake my head. The difficult things I’ve experienced have made me who I am today, and looking in a mirror, I am not (always) disappointed.

I struggle with irrational fears, and undesired feelings, but I’m otherwise fairly average. I have a lot of love to give and the one thing I do best is take care of others. I enjoy being the happy host, cook, ‘house-wife’ if you will.

A lot of the things I’ve recently learned about myself have a lot to do with the scene and what bearing it has on my life. I question my involvement everyday, and not out of shame, but out of a desire for growth.

Hoping to keep this barely over a five paragraph essay (wink) I’ll say a few things regarding me and my kinks:

There is more to be than spanking, but until I’m comfortable sharing them with you, please don’t ask. I’m easily embarrassed and terribly shy, and pressing questions will make me defensive and quiet.

Until recently, discipline was a goal of mine. I’ve recently blogged about it’s meaning to me and the role it plays in my life. (just look for the post about Discipline & Personal Responsibility!)

Now, my goal is happiness. Right now, I’d say my contentment within the scene is rising. With all I am learning about myself and what I want, I find it more enjoyable to seek it out, participate, and draw from it all that I can.

Once I stopped lying to myself and started evaluating what I want out of my life, I realized I could probably have everything I wanted, if I was patient, self-less, and ask politely. All there is to do now, is work on me, to become the best me I can be.

I’m not there yet, but I am confident that I will be someday, and happy that I have people around me who care enough to tell me when I need to step back and think.

If you want to get to know more about me and why I loved to be spanked, and just how I prefer to be upended over a man’s knee, please, do send me a message!

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2 Comments

  1. Kaitie said,

    November 2, 2009 at 6:11 pm

    Hi Kate…or Marie….I wasn’t sure of your name or nick.
    I have done some reading about what you so beautifully and honestly have described of who you are. You are so young, yet filled with such insight. I would like to get to know you more and would love for you to get to know me. I am way older then you at age 48….yet I don’t feel my age and it is just a number.
    If I see you online on Spankolife, I will be sure to message you if that is OK. I think I read that you prefer to be messaged as opposed to having a friend request. At any rate, I would be happy to get to know you better.
    Sincerely,
    Kaitie (cali_sweetheart1961)

  2. Dannyboy said,

    February 16, 2010 at 5:37 pm

    Hi marie, Dannyboy here. Do you remember me from SL-LV? I’m from upstate NY. Please shoot me an email dannyboy0331@yahoo.com. Would love to reconnect with you if possible. Thank you in advanced. Db


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