Kissing Some Frogs

I’ve been trying to meet more people lately, and make more spanking friends.  I am feeling more shy and self conscious than ever though and it’s making it rather difficult.  Personally, I think I just know what I want but sometimes I wonder if that’s a bad thing.

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FIC: A Towel

I wrote this story yesterday morning after my shower. It was an impulse and hasn’t been edited so, if there are typo’s…deal with it 😛

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School & Spankings

Which of the two, school or spankings, do you think I’m seeing more of lately? Which S? Hm. Well, you’ll know by the end of this post, that’s for sure.

First off – I successfully passed Neurology.  My quiz grades got progressively better (74, 84, 90) and my final was high enough (a 76) to get me a B in the class (with the quizzes weighted more heavily.  Whew. I am proud of myself.  I have to say, I may not have always studied as much as I could have, even when I’ve gotten good grades, in the past.  For Neurology though, those last two quizzes and the final, I studied my little ass off for.  Unfortunately, I got caught up in studying and completely forgot not one, or two, but three homework assignments.

Because of schedules/roommates/unforseen circumstances, I have yet to be punished for this.  All homework assignments have been handed in now but two were more important than one and might effect my grades in those classes. Alas, I move on and try and do my best.

Today, I had an on-site clinical internship at the school.  We do them three weekends out of the semester and have 2 clients on our clinic dates.  All four of mine have been women and both days I had one older and one younger.  Both times the older clients were a bit loopy.  Such is life I suppose.  For the last few weeks I’ve been worried, and questioning myself.  Am I doing the right thing for me? Did I pick the right thing? I worry so much about doing the wrong thing with my life,  even though I know the right thing is whatever I feel is best for me.

During my first clinic date I felt anxious and couldn’t wait for it to be over.  I was reluctant, going into this one, but once I started on my first client, I really began to enjoy myself.  I closed my eyes, took a lot of deep breaths and got into it.  I think my confidence is building in my technique, and thus in my ability to not only do a good job, but do this at all. I also think I really need to see the doctor about this ADD.

So, I think it’s clear by now which I have seen more of: school. Life unfortunately often gets in the way of plans, especially when your options for play space are limited.  I suppose if I was seriously desperate, I could find *someone* to spank me, but I’ve grown picky again. Not necessarily a bad thing, but not always easy to stick to.  Ah well, such is life right?  There are MSA and SSNY parties coming up though, so that’s a good thing!

-Marie

Getting Into My Head

It’s not terribly difficult to get into my head, if you know where to start and what to focus on.  For me, the headspace that surrounds a spanking is important, no matter the intent or reason for the spanking.  Playful, punishment, etc. doesn’t matter.  There is always a headspace involved for me.

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It’s my party…

First things first.  Tomorrow, Thursday, January 24th, Thursday Knight will be here, IN NYC to see me! Well, ok, not JUST me, but she IS coming because it’s MY birthday.  Well, it was my birthday, the party is a little late.  Anyway, she’s coming here, along with the infamous Mr. Fox whom I haven’t seen in FAR too long.  I’m sure I’ll get more than one spanking this weekend.  I am having a small gathering for my closest spanking friends on Friday night and am looking forward to introducing TK around then and at SSNY on Saturday night. She’s like a little sister to me…in more ways than one.  I anticipate her trying to get me into heaps of trouble! Read the rest of this entry »

It’s Been a While

It’s been a while.  Life has been b-u-s-y.  Monday, January 4th, was my 21st birthday.  Yay for me!  No, I didn’t go out drinking or anything.  I had class at 8:30 am and then I went home to get ready to go out to dinner with my surrogate parents (I mean, is it possible to adopt an adult? Maybe? Can we look into that? Because they’re way cooler than uh, 90% of my family!) Rad & Sandy, and a mutual friend J.  We went out for Mexican food and it was yummy-licious. Sandy got me a book and a journal.  Sweet! I’m almost finished with the book, but I left it in my locker at school, damn!! It’s called The 19th Wife and is a historical fiction based on the story of Ann Eliza Young (which, I think I’ve decided to name my future daughter, if I have one, Ann Eliza). Read the rest of this entry »

2009

I can’t believe today is the last day of 2009.  The last 10 years have gone by incredibly fast.  Making it to 18 was a big deal for me, and 21 (right around the corner) is sort of unreal.  This wasn’t an easy year, and a lot of depressing things happen, but looking back on it I see how much I have grown and it only makes me look forward to 2010 and new experiences, even more.

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Roleplay Fantasies

Roleplay is something I’ve never been terribly good at.  I’ll never forget the first real role play I ever attempted with someone.  I hadn’t been spanked much at this point, but it was someone I’d been talking to for ages and ages at the time. The role was simple: he was the dad and I was his daughter.  He was tired of my mouth, my back talk, my attitude.  Because I had had quite an attitude within our relationship, it worked out well in that regard.  The scenario was role play, but the spanking after, was very much punishment

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Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas readers!  I hope that all of you had a peaceful and pleasant day.  My day was quiet and fairly uneventful.  Woke up, opened gifts with my family, had a big breakfast, relaxed, dog peed on the floor, had a nice dinner with my family.

And I did something for all of you.  A few months ago Richard Windsor put together a giant blog roll called the Spanking Universe, using Blogger/Blogspot.  They suck, and so they deleted it.  Idiots. Well, he’s said over on his blog that he will work on a more permanent solution for the future, but in the mean time, I’ve put together the Spanking Blog Roll.  There are 120 blogs (gotten from a google cache of the original spanking universe.) added today and more to come tomorrow.

I hope it works for now.  I know I miss visiting the spanking universe for my daily blog fix.  I liked having it! Richard manages so much and already does so much, so I figured I could handle a temporary replacement.

Enjoy.

– Marie

Interwebz!

*kisses internet cables*  I found a cafe near my new place that is open till 10 and has interwebs!!! Yay!! Oh…why? Because I don’t have interwbz at my new apartment.  Yes, I know.  #epicfail…shit…we’re not on twitter?

I’ve been microblogging and such via twitter for the last three weeks with my lack of a connection to the outside world.  You’d think this means I’d have gotten a ton done, etc. but mostly it left me a little disconnected and sexually frustrated without my immediate spanky porno fix whenever I wanted it.

Gosh, there’s so much I could write about, especially with most of a medium latte in me (I’m typing insanely fast weee!), but I just don’t have the time.  It’s already 9:30 and I’m polishing a resume to send to a restaurant I applied at.

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Ok, so that was written last night, Dec 21.  Now it’s the 22nd.  I am planning a blog about the recent blizzard party at Paddles this past weekend so check soon for it.  And of course, a deliciously naughty Christmas post as a gift from me, to you.  And as a side note – I think everyone should go read Sparkle’s Serenity’s recent blog on bottom fillers and the one Santa is giving away.  She’s naughty and tells no one else to ask for the pretty plug, but well, I did it anyway.  Maybe we’ll both get it, and we can post a double shot the next time we see each other 😉

Anyway, I am going to head back to my house, wrap some pressies, and head into the city where the internet at Starbucks doesn’t suck balls 😛 (this is good, and I shouldn’t be complaining for my complete lack of internet lately, but it won’t even connect Adium/Yahoo/AIM and forget Second Life or anything!!)

– Marie

Amazing Play

First things first…if you’re on Fetlife – go sit on Santa’s lap and pick 3 things.  I’m pimping for two three reasons 1. I really want my first choice prize (like you wouldn’t believe) and 2. I want everyone else to do it too so they have a chance and 3. I want a better chance 😛 Next? Amazing play the last few weeks!!

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Hello Friends!!

Wow, been ages eh? I have no fancy excuses like traveling or NaNoWriMo, but rather school and life.

Let’s rewind to the weekend after Thanksgiving. I had a great holiday with my family in New Jersey and returned back to the city on that Saturday night. I spent that evening packing and doing laundry as I was moving on Sunday. For those who don’t know already, Max (my top/disciplinarian/boyfriend) and I broke up and were about to move our separate ways.

I now live in Queens and its been a busy two and a half weeks – and it feels like longer. Probably because I have no internet. I am able to use my phone for almost everything including blogging but its a little bit of a pain. Anyway, I like where I am living a great deal, but still have to find a job.

I am moving into my last few days of the semester and finals are exhausting. I’ve at least passed thus far though, and that’s what really counts I suppose. I will stop beating myself up over my low grade from Monday as soon as I get spanked for it (tonight…)

I’ve been getting spanked and going to parties so look for those posts coming up!!

Marie

Another Kind of Submission

On Saturday night there was a Manhattan Spanking Association party at a brand new location.  I had been looking forward to this party for over a week and by the time it rolled around, it’d been 2 weeks since my last spanking.  Ok, technically, it had been 24 hours as I’d been spanked briefly the evening before, but I digress… Read the rest of this entry »

Spanked & Caned at OTK

I had made it a point to ask Rad to bring his canes so I might have a “proper caning” as opposed to last week when our space was limited and he wasn’t able to swing very well. Read the rest of this entry »

Halloween Weekend

Some of you may know this, but many probably don’t – Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday of all time (well, after my birthday, which is of course a holiday).

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